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Post by Ariel on Apr 8, 2013 22:11:35 GMT -5
Ariel felt a wave of desire run through her body. She wanted to it was very temping.
"No, I can't... I'm sorry I just can't." Ariel got up from her place next to him.
"If this is all we are... then I can't do this anymore." She couldn't not again. "I don't mean anything to you Killian if you wanted someone to warm your bed why didn't you just ask the dark fairy again?" Ariel snapped.
She felt bad but Hell he was going on a quest that would probably get him killed and now he wanted to sleep with her like it didn't matter.
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Post by Captain Killian 'Hook' Jones on Apr 8, 2013 22:17:07 GMT -5
"That's not true Ariel.... you mean more to me than she ever will..." he brushed her hair away out of her eyes and frowned," But why do I have to be in love with you for you to mean something to me?"
He frowned, then stood," Perhaps this was a mistake.... I'll leave seeing as how I'm nothing but trouble to you..."
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Post by Ariel on Apr 8, 2013 22:26:27 GMT -5
"I didn't say you had to be, just stay." Ariel looked at him.
"Can I ask you a question Killian? If you really want to die so badly so you can see Milah again. Well what do you think happens after you die? If you have done all the terrible things I have heard, do you really think you will end up in the same place as her? All you have ever focused on is revenge but what about focusing on your soul so you don't end up in a place you can never escape?" It was a honest question and Ariel wondered if he had ever though of it before. She kept the anger out of her voice as she asked him.
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Post by Captain Killian 'Hook' Jones on Apr 8, 2013 22:46:33 GMT -5
"My soul is NONE of your concern!" He snapped, Milah was an angel- he knew if there was a heaven she'd be there... it'd only be by grace he'd achieve such a mercy- but what right did Ariel have to judge him
"I think I've had enough for one night, Love" He growled and stalked over to the door," Enjoy your evening!"
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Post by Ariel on Apr 8, 2013 22:57:26 GMT -5
Ariel took a breath, "Fine, then go." Ariel picked up his coat and tossed it at him.
"Sorry your not going to get what you no doubt came for." She snapped at him.
It hurt that Ariel thought the only thing he wanted from her was her. It made everything else between them a lie if he just wanted to be near her to sleep with her. Not again Ariel wasn't going to wake up hating herself for loving him for being to weak to stop herself from going to him.
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Post by Captain Killian 'Hook' Jones on Apr 9, 2013 17:47:59 GMT -5
Hook was back at the docks a half hour later, all he knew is he needed a drink more than anything else.
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Post by Ariel on Apr 9, 2013 17:52:08 GMT -5
Ariel paced her apartment for almost hour finally she knew she had to go back to him once more. If he left he might die and if he died. She couldn't bring herself to think about it.
Ariel grabbed her coat and ran down the docks it was now pouring. Ariel was soaked by the time she climbed on the ship.
"Killian?" She called out knowing he wouldn't want to see her but Ariel had to see him she had to try she would never be able to live with herself if she didn't.
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Post by Captain Killian 'Hook' Jones on Apr 9, 2013 18:06:40 GMT -5
Four... five bottles? Five bottles of rum were emptied and lying on the floor- Hook was beginning to believe something that Dr. Whale had told him... he was indeed a medical mystery.
Her voice sounded so distant.... musical but distant. He opened his bleary eyes and stumbled towards the deck,"Ariel?? Love.. don't tell me you ran out of ice-cream"
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Post by Ariel on Apr 9, 2013 18:34:20 GMT -5
Ariel saw him finally come out of the lower deck. She went over to him and put her arms around him.
This is your last chance Ariel.
"Killian, I have to try just once to tell you not to do this, please. Your life is worth more then this your hurting more then just yourself. I don't care if that doesn't bother you because it kills me. I love you I am the one who always will be here for you. So how can I not try to beg you to change your mind. I have to try because I can't lose you your all a have left." Ariel took a breath, this was hard and she still wasn't sure he was even caring.
"So if you ever cared about me please don't do this it wont end well you know, it wont. Don't leave me alone now that I've lost everything..." Her voice broke on her last word she felt warm tears run down her face. "I've given you everything and I have asked for nothing in return this is all I want from you."
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Post by Captain Killian 'Hook' Jones on Apr 9, 2013 18:46:31 GMT -5
Hook approached her, managing not to stumble off the deck all together then took her face in his hands," I never asked anything of you, a night together sure- but the rest you've done on you own, Love"
He gave a cruel chuckled," I bet your father gave a similar speech once.... This is the one thing I simply can't give up, you knew from day one- Three hundred years and now you expect me to just abandon all of this??" He made a wide sloppy gesture with his hands," And here I thought you'd understand... You think you mean nothing to me? You're one of the few friends I've managed to keep for all these years! You'll NEVER know how much you mean to me!!! I'd die for you! But I can't give you myself... "
He spat over the rail and glared at her," Get the Hell off my ship"
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Post by Ariel on Apr 9, 2013 19:05:09 GMT -5
Ariel felt her heart actually breaking, he was throwing her off his ship yet again. How many times had they done this only to end up right back at the beginning?
He die for her... she had died for him, giving him everything it was killing her but she couldn't let him know that.
"So then if that's your choice, good luck and Goodbye." Ariel didn't want to scream at him, it was a waste of time if he wanted her off his ship then she would leave.
Ariel turned and bolted off the ship as fast as her feet would carry her. She ran down the docks the rain was still pouring and it mixed with her tears. Ariel was out of breath by the time she reached her apartment. She opened the door, went in and rested her back against it sliding to the floor in a heap of tears.
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Post by Captain Killian 'Hook' Jones on Apr 9, 2013 19:29:42 GMT -5
The next morning, Hook pulled himself off his bedroom floor and went to work.... finalizing a few things- namely retrieving his Hook.
Just as the sun fully climbed out of the Horizon, he was finally ready.... he wasn't going to wait for any good-byes, Else clearly wasn't coming and.... from what he remembered he had pretty much ruined his relationship with Ariel. at least missing him wouldn't hurt so much....
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Post by Ariel on Apr 9, 2013 19:37:07 GMT -5
Ariel spent most of the day trying not to think about the fact that Killian was leaving today. Then when she finally couldn't take it anymore Ariel stormed out of her Apartment.
She made her way to the docks she would at least watch him leave. Ariel stuck her hands in her pockets and made the walk. The docks were her home for a long time but Ariel never thought she would miss coming here. However if Killian wasn't here then there was no point to come. Ariel climbed up on one of the huge rocks and sat to wait.
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Post by Captain Killian 'Hook' Jones on Apr 9, 2013 19:48:42 GMT -5
Of course he saw her... a pang of guilt rocketed through him. It wasn't right to leave things the way they were last night...
He came down from his ship and tentatively approached," Ariel...." his voice was a lot quieter and even gentler than he thought it would be,".... you came to see me leave?"
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Post by Ariel on Apr 9, 2013 20:02:43 GMT -5
Ariel was surprised to see him she figured he would have left by now. Though he wasn't really a morning person he was also really drunk last night.
"I did, I guess I couldn't just leave things like that not when.. " Ariel drifted. "So yes, I'm here I said I would be here for you and that hasn't changed." Ariel got up from the rock and made her way down to the dock.
She would hold it together and not cry in front of him. She could cry after forever if she wanted to just not now.
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