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Post by Belle/Lacey on Dec 6, 2012 1:55:30 GMT -5
Belle stared at the off white walls and her mind drifted off once again. Belle had hazy memories of things she couldn't understand. Things that were on the edge of her mind but she couldn't pull them to the surface to examine them. When she could bring the small foggy pieces, she would always find them without substance like they were lies, which was probably the reason she was here in the first place.
The drugs made things so much worst then she would see chipped cups and stone walls and not know what any of it meant. Belle was in this room for so long she began talking to herself.
“I wish I had a book to read.. “ she said out loud she wasn’t use to using her voice so rarely being able to talk with anyone.
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Post by Sorceress Calisto/Cally Rose on Dec 6, 2012 2:41:01 GMT -5
Cally… she had been locked up in one of these patted cells for… what was it… 3 or 4 weeks now… she couldn’t remember… she lost count, with no clocks for her to see… she had been a quite in mate, mainly because she was quite depressed… she occasionally had an out burst, but she tried to keep herself calm, if she could.
She slept most of the time… not that it she felt like she got any rest, she had nightmares most of the time, but it was not that much different then her awake… she was still seeing and hearing thinks most all the time.
She laid on the bed and looked up at the ceiling and thought of nothing… then suddenly a long pointed spike shot down from the ceiling and came right to her face! Cally screamed bloody murder and tried to shield her face expecting an impact, but nothing hit her, she looked up and there’s was nothing there, it was just one of her allusions… she sighed… and herd the menacing laugh she so often herd in her head… she sat up then and at in a corner with her head in her knees….
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Post by Belle/Lacey on Dec 6, 2012 2:53:11 GMT -5
Belle awoke suddenly to the sound of a scream, she nearly rolled off her bed or what passed for a bed here. Was it a dream? She wondered Belle thought about her dream, she tried to recall what it was about. But the only thing she could remember was a castle and a tea set with a chipped cup why that image brought her so much pain she would never know. Belle would see it often in dreams and out.
It was probably the reason that whenever they brought her paper and crayons, she would draw chipped cups and roses. Belle was thinking about the scream finally she came to the conclusion that the scream, she had heard was not in fact part of her dream.
"Hello..is anyone there?" She tried not knowing how thin the walls were, sometimes she felt as if she was alone in here.
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Post by Sorceress Calisto/Cally Rose on Dec 6, 2012 3:18:20 GMT -5
Cally herd the voice, she was right on the other side of the wall to belle’s, but… since she could not see the person who had the voice she just thought it was another one that was in her head… No one ever talked to her… at least no one in the other cells…
“I know what your trying to do, your trying to trick me…. Ketch me off guard… make me think your someone else, someone real, NO MATTER HOW YOU CHANGE YOUR VOICE I KNOW YOUR NOT REAL! I KNOW YOUR JUST IN HERE!” she pointed to her head. “Your just trying to make me lose my self so it will be easer to control me….”
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Post by "Mad" Hatter/Jefferson March on Dec 6, 2012 11:50:49 GMT -5
The scream from a nearby cell woke Jefferson up. Of the three residents down there he seemed in his mind, the most sane
"Hey! Quiet!" he shot at the one who had screamed out. "Some of us are actually sleeping!" he spat. "Freaking nuts..." he muttered after as he rolled over. "You both belong in Wonderland!"
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Post by Belle/Lacey on Dec 6, 2012 16:39:05 GMT -5
Belle was surprised to hear two voices speaking back to her one was a women and the far off voice of a man.
"But I am real" Belle told the women who was trying to convince herself that was in fact crazy. Belle knew that feeling well she had spent more time here then anyone.
"Please if your there? I'd very much like someone to talk to.." She didn't know what else to say. Belle wanted to have someone to speak to more then anything.
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Post by Sorceress Calisto/Cally Rose on Dec 6, 2012 17:45:05 GMT -5
Cally shot her head in the direction to the males voice on her other side, she was in the middle to two different cells that seem to be occupied, this voice seemed to have woken up on the wrong side of the bed, she frowned and narrowed her eyes to the wall.
“I”LL YELL AS LOUD AS I WANT!” she raised her voice in spite.
“If you don’t like it then tough balls!” she didn’t care about being nice or keeping what she wanted to say to herself, no one could see her and everyone was in cells so there was no need for judgment, she then laid back against the wall, and out stretched her lags.
“Can you prove it?” she instantly regretted saying that, it was stupid… how can a figment of an imagination prove anything…
“Never mind… ok… you want to talk… I’m not much of a conversationalist… what would you like to talk about?” she sighed and ran her hand through her greasy hair.
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Post by Belle/Lacey on Dec 6, 2012 19:37:09 GMT -5
"Prove it? Well what do you want to know, I've been here as long as I can remember and I don't talk much so that shouldn't be a problem"
Belle thought about it maybe she was just talking to herself, it wouldn't be the first time.. She looked at her arm, did they give her drugs today? She didn't see any new marks in her arm and was having a hard time remembering anything about today at all.
"How long have you been here?" She asked the voice Belle never remembered ever being anywhere else. She had a few memories of her father.. Maybe he placed her in here. This was a train of thought that she had rode on often and it had never brought her any answers.
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Post by Sorceress Calisto/Cally Rose on Dec 6, 2012 19:56:21 GMT -5
“About 4 weeks… I think…. Its kind of hard to tell in here, I’m sure you know…. You been here so long you can’t remember when you first went in? That’s tough… I admitted myself…” she went quite for a little while…
She admitted herself because she was afraid that she would hurt someone… she already had… she didn’t want to take a chance of hurting someone she cared about, she had left everyone with out much reason why, it was better that way she thought, better to leave with out a word then to have everyone know why she was leaving, she wanted people to think of her with good thoughts, instead of the bad.
“So what’s your name?”
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Post by Belle/Lacey on Dec 6, 2012 20:44:06 GMT -5
"My Name? its Belle.." She remembered her name today.. that was good.. normally that wasn't something she could even attempt.
"Why would you admit yourself in this place.. its so terrible." Belle said. She wondered briefly where the mans voice had come from.
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Post by Sorceress Calisto/Cally Rose on Dec 6, 2012 21:42:19 GMT -5
“I’m Cally Rose, I have a mental disorder, I’m to dangerous to stay outside anymore…” she had to keep her voice steady to say that.
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Post by Belle/Lacey on Dec 6, 2012 22:28:13 GMT -5
"Nice to meet you Cally Rose.. I am dangerous as well..that's why I am here or that's what they tell me."
Belle tried to remember what they told her about why she was here.
She came up with nothing.
"Its usually so quiet here its nice to talk to someone"
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Post by Sorceress Calisto/Cally Rose on Dec 6, 2012 22:41:10 GMT -5
“You don’t seem dangerous well… not that I could really tell by your voice. Yes your right it is nice, I’m pretty sure you’re not just a voice in my mind. So you said you have been here ever since you could remember… do you at least remember your family?” Cally decided to try and make a conversation.
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Post by Belle/Lacey on Dec 6, 2012 22:59:41 GMT -5
"I remember my father.. barely.. I have strange memories.. they don't make much sense. Sorry I've wanted someone to talk to for so long but I don't make much sense"
Belle brought her legs up and hugged her knees. She rested her head on them. Her hair was greasy and she hoped tomorrow would be the day they shoved her into a freezing shower.
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Post by Sorceress Calisto/Cally Rose on Dec 6, 2012 23:10:03 GMT -5
“I don’t remember my family at all… no no I understand… I’m the same way… though I have amnesia… I got into an accident when I was 19, so I’m told anyway… I only woke up this year and had no memory of it… I don’t think my family cared for me much anyway, no one came to clame me all those years or even after I woke up…”
it was nice to get this stuff out, she never talked about this stuff to anyone out side in the world away from her cell.
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