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Post by Maria Barnes/ Delilah on Oct 16, 2013 22:06:21 GMT -5
Dee watched them take off she came out of the van a few moments later.
"Of course I can they have broken every damn rule I have given them. I think he is over the worst of it and to be honest I am really sick of baby sitting them." She sighed stubborn as hell they were perfect for each other.
"Besides you wanted to talk?" She turned to him "I'm done trying to help them for a few minutes." She walked back to the van, since she had met Red and Victor they had put her into danger every step of the way and for once she wanted to just talk to Toby for like 10 minutes with no one interrupting them.
"Drive somewhere anywhere I just want to get away for a few moments." Dee said she was so tired of everything she needed just a moment to figure out what she wanted. She wondered what Toby would say after their little falling out. Dee looked out the window and waited for him to speak.
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Post by Titus Gray/ Tobias on Oct 17, 2013 21:25:09 GMT -5
Toby did as she commanded, driving in silence, following the long stretch of road before them.
"I just... um.... ahem." What the f*ck was THAT? TRY AGAIN. "I wanted to say... you are right. About me. It's... not fair to you. The way I pull you in just to push you away again." He didn't dare look at her. "I know you don't understand why I still have loyalties to a dead mate. I don't understand it either... it's... a curse. And I don't know how to break it or if I even could."
He took in a breath. "It's... preventing me from saying... and feeling... what I WANT to. And you shouldn't have to wait for me to figure this shit out forever. So I... UGH!" He made a sharp turn in frustration and slammed on the breaks once they were off the road. He slapped the truck into park and tore out the keys. "But the thought of you moving on to someone else... it tears be apart inside, Dee. I can't see you with anyone else!" His dark eyes sought hers out.
"Is any of this making sense?" Hell, he hoped so...
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Post by Maria Barnes/ Delilah on Oct 17, 2013 22:04:29 GMT -5
Dee was a bit shocked when he started saying a bunch of things she wanted to hear so much. She turned to look at him, "No your right its not fair but I didn't exactly stop you either." She admitted.
Dee grabbed the dashboard when he pulled the van over she undid her seat belt. "Toby I don't know what you want. You clearly are connected to your old mate but I can't spend the rest of my life being in love with you. That's not fair to me if your connected to her lets find a way to break it? If we can't break it then I guess we both end up miserable" She told him touching his hand.
"Tell me you want me Toby tell me its worth this?" Dee needed to know if they were going to fight whatever the hell kinda hold Anita still had on him.
She met his eyes, "You owe me that much."
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Post by Titus Gray/ Tobias on Oct 17, 2013 22:48:02 GMT -5
"I CHOOSE you..." He stated, his eyes not wavering from hers. "Because I WANT you... in every way, Delilah. You've been my friend since I first joined the pack... and maybe I always knew that there was something that drew me to you... but I could never explore that until now..."
He slid over beside her, taking her face in both his hands as if her face was made of glass. "I know it's out of protocol for a subordinate to ask this of an Alpha... but I want you to mark me... make me yours. Your mate."
It would look bad to the pack... but if this was what Dee really wanted, he was willing to give it a try.
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Post by Maria Barnes/ Delilah on Oct 17, 2013 23:23:57 GMT -5
Dee could care less what the pack thought to hell with anyone that didn't like it. She had wanted this for longer then she could remember. Finally Toby had come to terms with his feelings. Dee figured our hers a while ago maybe even before the curse if she was honest with herself she never let herself believe it. Loving him was something she had always done even if at first it was just as a friend.
Finally she couldn't stand it anymore Dee grabbed the back of his neck pulling him into a deep kiss one she felt like she waited her whole life to experience.
She broke away, "I have never wanted to mark anyone before its only been you Toby. Lets go somewhere I want to do this now before either of us run out of time or before Victor and Ruby get into more trouble we have to bail their asses out."
Dee kissed him again this time long and slow she pulled away and got out of the van turning into her wolf form as she waited for him to follow. She led him to a clearing with the moon high it was perfect and better then anything else they were alone.
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Post by Titus Gray/ Tobias on Oct 19, 2013 8:14:53 GMT -5
Toby reached out his hand, grazing her soft, furry cheek. The wolf leaned into his touch, locking eyes with him for a moment...
He then slowly exposed his forearm, the one already marked by Anita. He wanted Dee to mark over them, cancel them out for GOOD, if it was possible. Dee didn't waste any time. She sank her fangs into him. Toby grunted and buried his face into her neck, muffling his cries.
He couldn't remain on his feet any longer. He collapsed, Dee letting go of him just in time. He hit the ground, feeling his blood pour out. His alpha licked at his wounds, to complete the process, but eventually she was in her human form, propping his head up and stroking his dark locks away from his eyes. He looked up at her, pale as a ghost, but he gave a weak smile.
That icy cold grip around his heart was finally loosening; thoughts of Anita were no longer remembered with the fondness that the bond had clouded him with. It all slipped away, to be replaced with Delilah's fiery passion and warm affection... He sighed, letting it all happen. His memories of meeting Dee becoming pointedly important in his mind... because that was the day he met his true mate. Hunts, and teasing, and love making bursting with color and a tenderness that he had never felt before... or ever thought he deserved.
A single tear escaped the corner of his brown eyes, as he could finally understand and feel the love that his mate felt for him...
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Post by Maria Barnes/ Delilah on Oct 20, 2013 1:48:43 GMT -5
Dee held him in her arms brushing the hair out of his eyes. She leaned down kissing his forehead. She held him as if he might break he looked almost at peace in a way she had never seen.
"Toby your okay your gonna be okay." She whispered seeing a tear run down his face. This was the most vulnerable she had ever seen him.
She watched making sure he would be okay from the bite. She had never marked anyone before it was customary to at least inform the pack she was taking a mate but Dee never ran her pack like a normal Alpha so it didn't really even dawn on her to care.
She continued to touch Toby's face as he struggled with the marking.
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Post by Titus Gray/ Tobias on Oct 22, 2013 7:30:39 GMT -5
It burned through him. The fever, but it was not as intense as the first time it had happened. he had been human the first time, but now he was a wolf. It was so good to feel fire instead of the ice he had grown used to. At last the fever started to subside.
Toby opened his eyes, reaching up to caress Dee's jaw with the arm that had just been mauled. It had already healed to a pinkish hue, instead of scarlet, the new scars that crisscrossed and sealed the older ones.
"...I love you." He said blatantly. It felt so clumsy coming off of his tongue, but it was such a release to say it.
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Post by Maria Barnes/ Delilah on Oct 22, 2013 14:36:55 GMT -5
Dee wanted to cry hearing him say that to her it was all she really ever wanted to hear from him.
Dee held him close to her, "and I you and maybe I have for a long time..." She smiled at him Dee wasn't really any better then he was with feelings. Still she could feel his love for her it was a bit overwhelming to her since she had never had a mate before.
Dee pulled him further into her arms, "As soon as your better we can run okay?"
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Post by Titus Gray/ Tobias on Oct 29, 2013 9:44:59 GMT -5
"I don't want to run anymore." Okay... now he was going over the top with the shitty cliche, but he was so damn dizzy with affection... and maybe a little woozy from the wolfsbane pumping hard to heal him. He pulled at her neck until her lips could be captured by his. He kissed her deep.
Love-making would have to come, SOMETIME this night, but for now he kept it chaste. He wasn't completely over powered by animal lust the way a new pup would be. Both hands where in her hair as he moved his lips against hers. Opening to her and wanting in. Giving and taking until they both were breathless.
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Post by Maria Barnes/ Delilah on Oct 29, 2013 17:11:21 GMT -5
Dee kissed him back her lips and tongue matching his moments in every way. Her head swam with love for him and she never felt anything even close to this amount of bliss.
After she could no longer breathe properly she pulled away slowly and met his eyes her forehead touching his as their breaths mingled which was visible in the cold night air.
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Post by Titus Gray/ Tobias on Oct 30, 2013 7:57:44 GMT -5
Toby nuzzled at her nose, gently nipping at her swollen lips here and there. "Dee..." He sighed against her...
Until finally his insides settled. The night air was starting to bite at him slightly. There would be frost tonight for sure.
"Let's go find that idiot pup..." He finally said... he could sense that concern at the back of the Alpha's mind, despite such an intimate moments. There was never a moment of peace for an Alpha. But this came pretty damn close.
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Post by Maria Barnes/ Delilah on Oct 31, 2013 0:26:02 GMT -5
Dee sighed, "Damn it we better do that and then we are going back to my place or your place or a car... where ever and making love until neither of us can walk. Deal?" She smiled god she wanted him stupid Alpha stuff...
"Okay get the pup make sure he hasn't broken another of the rules. Thought I am sure they are probably fine now."
It stuck her that he would be able to feel her feelings like right now he knew she was turned on. How unreal it would take time for her to realize they were inseparable now. She smiled at the thought she had been alone for so long and now she never would be again.
She kissed Toby once more before getting up.
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Post by Titus Gray/ Tobias on Nov 3, 2013 9:46:34 GMT -5
It felt like waves over him, her desire... and it was quickly melting into his own. He shuddered, breath ragged when he suddenly pinned her against the side of truck, roughly lifting a leg of hers, gaining an aching closeness.
"You're making us... unproductive, Alpha." He whispered, slipping a hand up her tight shirt and under her bra, teasing a nipple with calloused fingers. "You're ordering one thing... but I feel what you want... what my Alpha wants... and I won't deny my Alpha what she wants..." He gave her a nip to her neck before pulling up her shirt just to expose her front.
He lowered his head down to her flat stomach, kissing and licking and biting at the tight skin. Working his way to the one breast he had exposed. Her leg tightened around his side. His lips loomed over the sensitive peak, hot breath against it. His tongue flicked against it.
"Tell me what to do, Alpha..." He said sharply, his pants becoming uncomfortably tight at the lust that both of them were feeling. "Do we find the pup... or do we make love... right now..."
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Post by Maria Barnes/ Delilah on Nov 3, 2013 15:59:23 GMT -5
Dee growled low in her throat, "God what a hard choice... I am so sick of following around that pup. Damn it Toby if you stop I will kill you." Dee pulled him closer.
She worked the button on his shirt, "mmm Toby" His mouth was doing all kinds of things to her she tilted her head back into the tree. Her heart was pounding as desire filled her.
She had wanted this for longer then she could remember she was so in love with him. She hoped it could fee that she wouldn't have to say it they were connected now.
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